I don't understand...

I don't understand..
Is there anything wrong going out with my friends?
I am tired...tired of asking permissions...tired of making up excuses to you as to my friends.

Yea, you are of course more important. But why do you have to put me in the awkward situations every now and then? Are you trying to test my endurance level? Well, it's almost reaching red light.

Everytime if there're friends asking me out, the first thought in my head will be, "oh no, someone is gonna be angry and unhappy". "Ok, let's think of a lie to tell him so that I will be able to attend the outing". I am tired....

You have not met any of my friends. Yea, perhaps you will say I have not met yours as well (besides than our mutual friends). Don't you think this would be a problem?

Ok, I am indeed sorry that I cannot drive. But, is fetching me sometimes that difficult to you? It will be always until if no one can come fetch me then only you fetch me. I don't feel good actually. Perhaps I should say, I don't feel precious.

Ok, enough for today. I am really tired...

我恨我爱你

面带微笑离开你怀里 我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里 二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你 就放过自己
爱情已经过了甜蜜期 多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系 一点小伤而已
你可以很放心我不会为了留你假装可怜兮兮
都怪我 太不争气 我恨我爱你
Oh~ 我爱你只是因为你是你
Oh~ 我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的….新恋情

爱情已经过了甜蜜期 多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系 一点小伤而已
你可以很放心我不会为了留你假装可怜兮兮
都怪我 太不争气我恨我爱你
Oh~ 我爱你只是因为你是你
Oh~ 我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的….新恋情

没关系…我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句我爱你

最近似乎爱上这首歌了。
对，是旧歌，也是看了星光大道才接触它。
我恨我爱你。。。多么深奥的说法。
爱得这般辛苦，还是继续爱。。。
爱到无法恨你，所以恨自己爱上了你。。。。

猪脚。。一拐一拐

I went to see 跌打 - "Tit Da" just now. I have been suffering from the thumb toe pain (right leg) got quite some time. To be more specific, it's actually the bone at the thumb toe side is like sticking out and whenever I wear a closed toe shoe, I will feel pain (even if it's a sport shoes). I did not go to see doctor. I thought if I stopped wearing closed toe shoes for some time, it will gradually recover. So, I have minimized wearing a closed toe shoes. But somehow, there are occasions that you will have to wear a closed toe shoe. And, lately I am in love with the closed toe heels...so if everytime I wear them, my leg will pain, I will be depressed about it for a long time...

Anyways, before I went to see the "Tit Da" si fu, I actually went to the clinic at my office building first. So silly, she actually told me "MAYBE your feet is like that by nature." Then I told her, it was not like that, just recently i feel the pain, i don't have this problem back then. Then she said "MAYBE when you grow older, your feet changed." So I asked, ok, then what should I do? She replied "Don't wear the shoes that make your feet hurts." Duh...as if I don't know.........but............................... you want me to wear "Ah Po" shoes for the rest of my life? I think i will choose the pain. Come on, no more shoppings for shoes? It's gonna be damn depressing.....

So, after work, I have decided to go try for "Tit Da". Hope it does help. After all, my leg has to be wrapped for at least 2 days. And I will gonna wear my mother's slippers to work tomorrow. I do really wish this will be the last time I am wearing that type of slippers..... *pray hard*

久违了。。

好久没update了。。可能是懒了吧 hehe。。

说一说最近比较大头虾的事故吧。。

话说几个星期前，我不见了身份证。。当下的第一反应当然就是东找找，西操操了。。钱包被我翻转再翻转，房里各个角落也都找过了。。就连男友的车，房间，屋子，也都遍寻不获。

就这样隔了一星期。。想想还真不是办法。。所以就在星期六去报案了。。

报案后也没第一时间去申请新的登记。拖了一个星期后才趁星期一的午休时间步行到靠近的办事处去处理。。因为是第二次把身份证给丢了，就需要付罚款RM210！！！我的天。。心好痛。。
依稀记得，以前不见了身份证，只需付RM10。。现在足足多了RM100（第一次不见错的话是RM110）。。

前往办理时，心里还自我安慰地想，“反正登记上的照片这般难看，换一换也没什么不好”。只是没想过这照片需用RM210来换取。。

心痛归心痛，身份证不见了，还是得申请一张新的。。（精彩的在后头）

隔了一天，星期二。。我的manager忽然兴致勃勃地问我身上有没有男友的照片。刚好我的钱包有塞着一张。。当我把照片给陶出来时。。我的身份证跌了出来！！！看见那张难看的照片（身份证），我听见我的心碎了。。我曾告诉我的manager & colleagues 我的身份证不见了的事。。他们也傻了眼。。

我明明记得我把钱包翻转再翻转的。。为什么？？？是鬼掩眼吗？？接着我就问我的manager为什么不早一天问我拿照片呢？唉。。天要我破财，我又能怎么样呢。。（无奈）RM210我可以买一件很漂亮的连身裙了。。

后记，新的登记照片也没说有多美。。

temp receptionist..

We had a HR meeting this morning. Basically it's a discussion between Compensation Benefits and Recruitment teams. Anyways, there's no need for me to enclose what we had discussed. The important point here is that, I just found out today that according to JTI's company policy, one shall will not be entitled for any leave if he or she joins the company other than 1st day of the month. In my case, I joined on 2nd May. Thus, I won't be entitled for any leave for May. Sigh, you thought I don't want to join on 1st May? Labour day...cannot work.. and my offer letter is written 2nd May. =(

So, to make myself feel better, I take 19th May (Wesak Day) as my leave. haha...

Ok, let's get back the topic as per my post title - Temp Receptionist.

Today, our receptionist was admitted to the hospital during morning time. I was told before that if the receptionist needs to go on leave, I will be responsible to call up some agencies to look for temporary worker.

However, I was not told that if in case of emergency, I will need to sit there and be a temporary receptionist. Well, I just got the news today. Alright, I did not sit there for whole day, but half a day (as I took turns with another girl).

Let me show u some of the photos I took while I 'work' as a temporary receptionist.







Alright, as you can see, I am super bored. haha... Before this, I have totally no idea how to transfer calls by using the key phone system. It's quite complicated if I may say. I am not sure whether did I transfer calls wrongly or not. =P

I bought one cup of tomato + watermelon juice during lunch. It tastes good. Juices with tomato sure taste good! It was really filling. I have decided to take it the next time if I want a light meal. Furthermore, according to the aunty, it is a dieting juice =)

The rest of the pictures are just to show you guys how JTI lobby looks like. We have 3 floors overall, and I am based at 6th floor. There's nothing much in 5th floor, but 7th floor is really nice. They have bean bags, TV, Astro and Play Station. But, so far, I have yet to see anyone sit there and watch tv or play games. =P I will find chance to sneak up and take some photos. hehe..

Lastly, today is not too bad for me. More importantly, DAVID COOK won!!!
~Always be my baby~ *muacks*

Finally...

Finally I got my laptop back. I miss blogging here.

Anyways, let's do some updates on my laptop 1st. The reason I sent my laptop for repair is because (1) I suspect the hard disk got problem, as it is making some weird sound and I find it annoying. (2) When I put on fullscreen mode, my screen will turn all white. I can still hear sound, but no 'wayang'.

They (Acer) called n tell me, they cannot hear any sound from my hard disk at all. Ok, fine, for me that is not a big problem. As for the screen, they said my LCD screen got problem but they don't have the parts at that time. So they sent back my laptop. After 3 days, they called and say they have the parts already and took my laptop again. This time, they took 2 weeks to repair it. Worse still, I could have gotten back the laptop on yesterday, but because they made a mistake, and sent it back to my old company (Obtech) which I have already informed that I am not with that company anymore! They sent back my laptop once back to my house. They picked up the laptop this time from my house also. I just don't see why they will make this mistake. Anyways, I thank God that I finally have my laptop with me now.

Ok, time to do some updates on my job then. I have taken some photos on last Monday (12 May). I shifted to my actual sitting place that day (previously sat by the girl which I replace). As per my some of my posts earlier, she is not that organized. So, her place was quite untidy (to me it is untidy, maybe some people can accept). I used 2 days to clean up the place. When I say clean up, I do really mean CLEAN UP. I actually asked the cleaner to pass me a cloth so that I can climb up and down to wipe the table, computer, drawers, shelfs and folders. Here are the photos which I have taken to show you guys how many folders are there which I need to handle.

After about 2 weeks of working in JTI, I find myself is getting used to the environment. No doubt that I am still trying to familiarize with the work, but I think denitely I will be able to pick up the tasks in no time. What worries me more is that, I am having a hard time to remember the names. As I am under the HR department, which we need to deal with all of the deparments in JTI; till now, I am still not so clear on if issue A who should I go to, if it's issue B who is the one that I need to look for..etc. Wish me luck for this. I always thought I have very good memory in memorizing people's face and name. Now I know, I am not smart after all. haha.

Ok, I shall do more updates next time. Perhaps tomorrow? I will show the photos which how my desk looks like after my spring cleaning session.

Happy Mother's Day~

I've stopped my diet and sports plan since last Thursday. Worse still, Friday, Saturday and today I ate so much!!!!!! Friday lunch had Thai food - Phad Thai + a little bit of Mango Sticky Rice with Shirley. Then dinner went to Tony Roma's in Cineleisure for Suhaila's farewell (this was a nightmare, I left 1 whole piece of fish..Couldn't stuff any more food into my stomache). Thereafter I went for movie -Iron Man. Not too bad.. I was quite reluctant to watch it initially, but well, the movie was quite funny. :)

Saturday, I woke up around 11 plus.. I thought I can sleep till 1 or 2pm.. All thanks to Chee Hooi. haha.. Anyways, lunch, I went Subang with my parents. Ordered Assam Laksa and felt not enough, ordered Hong Kong Chee Cheong Fun also. Dinner went Bak Kut Teh with bf n friends.. We ordered too much...So much meats...

Today, lunch with bf's family for mother's day celebration at seputeh Robson Heights. Food there was quite good. But again, we ordered too much. 5 people, we ordered 1 pai guat, 1 vege, 1 curry fish head, 1 steamed egg. Feel like vommit after that meal. Dinner........ with my own family..for mother's day celebration also. We went to Sri Rampai near to TARC. Ok, as you can guess..we ordered a lot as well. 1 steamed fish, 1 taufu, 1 marmite chicken, 1 zhuk tan and 1 vege. I can't believe I actually finish the whole plate or rice.

Sigh, my sports activities that I've done for the past 1 week is all wasted. Now, I think I have to use 2 weeks to burn all the food that I have eaten in just these 3 days. But anyhow, I feel grateful that I can still eat with my family to celebrate mother's day. I wish all the moms out there are happy as my mom. :)

Ok, I think I have to warn my family not to order so much food for father's day. =P

Tomorrow, I MUST go for jogging and hoola hoops again.